||[Feb. 5th, 2005|03:39 am]
|||||dearhcab - titel and registration||]|
i have realized a great many things.
and thanks to beer and jack daniels i will admit them to you.
one./ i want to be a stronger woman
two. i can't use boys to make me feel better/validate myself
because i am more than appearance, eyeliner and dark hair
no girl is her appearance
or anybody for that matter
there is so much to know and care about
i realize i am smart enough to know my capabilties and when i am doing something worthwhile. i cannot depend on others
we all need convictions
i have some, but they aren't there as often as i'd like.